tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38022121887350155472024-03-14T03:54:59.379-04:00Barking at My ShadowWhen a writer can't write, perhaps they can blog.Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.comBlogger80125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-62525163211761580502018-08-30T10:18:00.000-04:002018-08-30T10:18:52.948-04:00Watch this space -- new episodes coming to you soon, from our new Portland, Maine studio (well, two-bedroom)!<br />
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#BarkingAtMyShadowLivesStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-2522860531398719072016-03-06T21:50:00.000-05:002016-03-06T21:50:07.124-05:00Still Blogger, or Still Blogging?<br />
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Am I still blogging? Stay tuned...<br />
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Until then, here's a <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGy6tu6716w">Corgi puppy video</a> to amuse you.<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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Stephen<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-36294790210872259062015-08-28T22:02:00.001-04:002015-08-28T22:02:41.511-04:00I Have Not Been Attacked By ZombiesI have not been attacked by zombies.<br />
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Nor, however, have I been writing.<br />
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I'd like to change one of those things...<br />
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No, not that one.<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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StephenStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-59133075587011411632015-04-17T19:53:00.000-04:002015-04-17T19:53:47.303-04:00Writer, Blocked<br />
Stuck. Blocked. At a loss for words. Taking a break from writing. Taking a hiatus from writing.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">BLOCKED</span>.<br />
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Excuses, do you still need to have excuses? Maybe you do. List a few of them out.<br />
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Tired after working all day. Vision problems (eyes). Worried about my health, Penny's health, the dog's health. Vision problems (imagination). Missed the last writer's group meeting, no deadline. Not taking any writing classes, no deadline. Not inspired. A dingo ate my writing. New England Winter. New England Spring. Exercising too much. Exercising too little.<br />
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Facebook, and the rest of the internet.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">STUCK.</span><br />
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Maybe I'm drinking too much. <a href="http://www.steelewines.com/store/w/id/1294/c/310/t/alternative-varietals/n/writer39s-block-grenache-2012/wines/wines/details.asp">Maybe I'm not drinking enough.</a><br />
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When did I last update the blog? <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2015/01/at-least-there-were-books.html">January</a>?<br />
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Well, what month is it now... oh, Christ.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">BLOCKED.</span><br />
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Read <a href="http://io9.com/5844988/the-10-types-of-writers-block-and-how-to-overcome-them">this article</a> about writer's block again. It's better than <a href="http://grammar.ccc.commnet.edu/grammar/composition/brainstorm_block.htm">this one.</a> Read them both again, and bookmark them.<br />
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Head fake. That isn't helping.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">STUCK.</span><br />
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'Type up' a blog post. (Don't say the W word.) Remember why you started this blog in the first place? No? <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2009/12/does-blogging-count-as-writing.html">Read that first post again</a>.<br />
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Blocked?<br />
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No. Not completely. Not now. Now that you recall how often you've been here before.<br />
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Stuck?<br />
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No. No, thank you. Not anymore, not today.<br />
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Writing again?<br />
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A little. Let's just say it's a start.<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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StephenStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-14886997616281506882015-01-01T20:15:00.003-05:002015-01-01T20:15:30.601-05:00At Least There Were BooksWell, I have to say, 2014 was a pretty crappy year. While I did have a few things published <a href="http://www.bartlebysnopes.com/stories/batman-in-vegas.html">here</a> and <a href="http://www.drumlitmag.com/">there</a>, my writing output was sorely diminished, and if it hadn't been for an excellent <a href="https://www.grubstreet.org/">Grub Street</a> class taught by <a href="http://ronmaclean.net/">Ron MacLean</a>, I might not have worked on anything new at all. Blogging suffered in tandem with my other writing, although as usual I did manage blogging about a few of those things that kept me from writing (like <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/07/blood-ink.html">cancer</a>, <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/03/playing-through-pain.html">nerve pain</a>, a death in the family, and, well, laziness, of course).<br />
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At least there were books.<br />
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Fifty-two, according to my Goodreads account, an average of one per week and 16,315 total pages. More books than I would have guessed, although down from <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2013/12/reading-and-writing-in-2013.html">sixty-nine books in 2013</a>. I gave five stars (Goodreads' highest rating) to eleven this year (alpha by author):<br />
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DARK PLACES, Gillian Flynn<br />
SHARP OBJECTS, Gillian Flynn<br />
BILLY LYNN'S LONG HALFTIME WALK, Ben Fountain<br />
RED DRAGON, Thomas Harris<br />
DEAR LIFE: STORIES, Alice Munro<br />
THE COMPLETE STORIES, Flannery O'Connor<br />
HIDE ME AMONG THE GRAVES, Tim Powers<br />
1 DEAD IN ATTIC, Chris Rose<br />
THE BRAINDEAD MEGAPHONE, George Saunders<br />
THIS IS NOT A TEST, Courtney Summers<br />
COUNTDOWN CITY, Ben Winters<br />
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Hmm. That's a pretty dark reading list. Two Gillian Flynn novels, Thomas Harris's prequel to SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, a great (but depressing) young adult zombie apocalypse book (THIS IS NOT A TEST), a Tim Powers historical vampire-ish story, and every short story that the queen of Southern Gothic ever wrote. The Saunders collection of essays, and Chris Rose's collected columns from New Orleans, Post-Katrina, are the only non-fiction works in my top selections.<br />
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Although the bulk of the year's reading received a solid three or four stars, I did give a meager two stars to a few books in 2014; one collection of short stories, one "humorous" non-fiction travel book, and a science fiction novel from an author who's written plenty of much better books, so he's allowed one stinker. I'm not going to list those here, but as a person who's congenitally unable to give up on a book once they've started it, let's just say I more-or-less regret the time spent with those three slabs of paper. At least nobody received the dread single star in 2014 (*shakes fist at the sky* "<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/308481346">Thomas Pynchon!</a>").<br />
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My favorite book of the year? Hard to say. COUNTDOWN CITY held up well, but wasn't quite the stunner that the first book in the Last Policeman series was. I raved about THIS IS NOT A TEST when I finished it, but it hasn't stuck with me as strongly as, say, Flynn's DARK PLACES has. Alice Munro's quiet majesty, Ben Fountain's Iraq-vets-at-a-Dallas-Cowboy's-football-game tour de force, etc., etc., they were all good, and I would recommend any of them to anybody.<br />
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Well, that is anybody who likes their reading served... dark.<br />
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So, Happy New Year, May Your Books Be Many, and as always,<br />
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Thanks for Reading.<br />
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Stephen<br />
<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-85703327998837514892014-07-20T14:28:00.000-04:002014-07-20T14:28:51.486-04:00Blood & InkThere isn’t much about writing in this post. However, it does happen to be a story about ink.<br />
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I now have a tattoo, thanks to Nick McEvoy, an artist from <a href="http://goodfaithtattoos.com/home.html">Good Faith Tattooing</a>. A real, painfully applied, not-at-all-temporary, tattoo. A discrete design, small, and on my left inside bicep, a placement where it is usually covered up even by short sleeves, although with some shirts the tips of it are visible. This is my first tattoo, or ‘symbolic image’ as we’ve been calling it at home, and here’s what it looks like today.<br />
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It is still raw and scabbed, the skin around it inflamed and red (in some ways an appropriate symbol in and of itself). It is a wound after all, or rather a series of many small, manageable, wounds. The lines you see will become more defined as the surface blood recedes, and the blue segments of the star will change most dramatically as it heals, clearing and becoming a much lighter color.<br />
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This design, a two-color pinwheel, is known as the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nautical_star">Nautical Star</a>, and tattoos incorporating it are frequently associated with membership in the United States Navy. My late father served in the Navy during World War II, so I’ll lay claim to that related bit of symbolism, but only as a secondary meaning.<br />
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For me, the primary meaning of my star is as a navigation guide, as it traditionally was for sailors, symbolizing true north and harking back to the design style used on a <a href="https://www.google.com/search?q=compass+rose&rlz=1C5CHFA_enUS503US503&es_sm=119&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=uAnMU_-vMciNyASJxYCADg&ved=0CC0QsAQ&biw=1235&bih=527">compass rose</a>. In particular it represents my guide through life, the light that keeps me on course both day and night, and that is my wife, Penelope Dorneman.<br />
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When we learned that Penny would be receiving tiny tattoos as guides for her breast cancer radiation treatment, I volunteered to get a tattoo of my own in sympathy. The dark blades of the pinwheel remind me of the surgeon’s scalpels, the light blue reminiscent of the scrubs of all the medical personnel involved.<br />
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(Penny says the blue matches the color of my eyes, and means clear skies ahead.)<br />
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Stars are also the origin of all elements heavier than hydrogen and helium, and sources of radiant energy in and of themselves.<br />
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We are all, as Carl Sagan said, made of star stuff.<br />
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Oh, and the little paw print? As readers of this blog may recall from <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/07/steel-or-twine.html">my last post</a>, our dog Ellie has recently been diagnosed with thyroid cancer, and she’ll be undergoing her own surgery and follow-up treatment beginning next week. The paw print that symbolizes her is tucked up close under the arms of the star because Ellie follows my wife, no matter what Penny may be doing.<br />
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Follows her even in this.<br />
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Thanks for Reading,<br />
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StephenStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-11907385632700985482014-07-13T12:05:00.000-04:002014-07-13T12:13:01.496-04:00Steel or Twine<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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Then there are the other days. Maybe it starts as string of little things – you go to the grocery store for cream because your dog woke you up at two thirty in the morning with an urgent desire to go out, so now you need the cream for coffee to wake you up, and then later, for a white Russian when you can't sleep, and as you're about to enter the store the fire alarms go off and they clear all the patrons before you can buy anything.<br />
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Or maybe the string is not so little. You're still struggling with nerve pain from the case of shingles you had back in January. Nobody wants to publish your old stories, and your writing group tells you the latest one has a point of view that's all over the map. Your dog has thyroid cancer. Everything you think you need to do costs money.<br />
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Your wife has breast cancer.<br />
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So you start feeling that your supports look more like this.</div>
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Twine happens.<br />
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But after a while you think about things, you talk it over with your wife, and you realize that the cables are all intact – they might be stretching a bit in the storm, you can even hear the steel humming in the wind, but the coiled, tempered metal is strong, the bases heavy and solid.<br />
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You have health insurance, from a job where you can sometimes work from home, and a patient, understanding boss. You haven't even touched that emergency fund in the bank. Your dog is under the care of the city's best canine cancer specialists, and most important, your wife's cancer is Stage Zero, which means it was caught so early that some medical authorities don't consider it to be 'worthy' of being called cancer at all.<br />
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So you buy a large coffee at Dunkin' Donuts, and contemplate having a glass of wine with dinner. And there's time tonight to rewrite that new story and fix the wandering point of view, and you send those other stories out to a set of different journals.<br />
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Steel, not Twine.<br />
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Thanks for Reading,<br />
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Stephen</div>
Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-45899787485094533702014-06-15T20:45:00.000-04:002014-06-15T20:45:55.640-04:00Darkness and LightThe days have over fifteen hours of light from dawn to dusk this time of year, and I'm loving it.<br />
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It's not that I suffer from <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seasonal_affective_disorder">Seasonal Affective Disorder</a>, at least not that I've ever had diagnosed. But there is something about getting up to go to work in darkness, and then returning home in darkness, that is at least as cold on the spirit as New England's February winds are on the body.<br />
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Mid June, the light itself wakes me up, even through our double curtains, and yet I find that doesn't bother me at all. I've never been truly a morning person, but these weekend mornings I feel I can be an absolute flurry of activity before nine o'clock, even if said activity ends up consisting of playing games, reading a few chapters of a book, and updating my Facebook status.<br />
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And in the evening? Early evenings it's light enough to go out running after seven o'clock, and even after doing that, I can still walk the dog in the gloaming, and we end the day smiling at each other.<br />
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My writing, however, waits until dark. Perhaps in some sad corner of my psyche I am ashamed of what I do, and I need the night to hide my illicit practice. Or perhaps the only way to tap into my own darkness, a necessary ingredient for any fiction writer, is on a shadowed stage.<br />
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Or maybe it's only a habit. I will admit that I am, as are most of us, truly a creature of habit.<br />
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Shade or sun, morning or night, today on the calendar happens to be Father's Day. There was some darkness in my father, Donald Roy Dorneman, particularly when he was suffering from cancer at the end, but even then, and always before, there was much, much, more light.<br />
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Happy Father's Day.<br />
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Rest in peace.<br />
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Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-72001208312649299532014-05-31T21:05:00.002-04:002014-05-31T21:05:31.458-04:00Sekrit BoNoProMo Bonus PostYes, I summed up my <a href="https://grubstreet.org/grub-daily/introducing-bonopromo/">BoNoProMo</a> experience this month <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/05/snap-back-to-reality-with-apologies-to.html">only two days ago</a>, but I'm back again, for a couple of reasons:<br />
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1. To tell you that I did indeed finish out the entire month, by adding on an hour and a half of writing both yesterday and now today, and<br />
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2. Because in truth, I worked on my current fiction project for only a little over 45 minutes this evening before reaching a point where I wanted to ruminate on the next scene before plunging ahead. So, I actually needed the time it's taken to write this final BoNoProMo blog post in order to make #1 above true.<br />
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It still isn't easy for me to sit down and start pulling words out of thin air (or even, as some might assert, out of certain nether regions). It never has been - that's why I <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2009/12/does-blogging-count-as-writing.html">started this blog in the first place</a>, five years ago, as a New Year's resolution of sorts. So in a way, with BoNoProMo I've come full circle.<br />
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Perhaps the writing habit will never fully stick.<br />
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But I am confident now that if I do take the time, make the time, to put my butt in the chair, that the words, at least some words, words in sentences that can later be broken apart and then put back together again, which is something that you can't do without words in the first place, those words and sentences, they indeed will come.<br />
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And right now, gaining that confidence is good enough for me.<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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Stephen<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-55541828751543681642014-05-28T21:26:00.000-04:002014-05-28T21:26:21.956-04:00Snap Back to Reality (with apologies to Eminem, and a coda from Maya Angelou)<div class="MsoNormal">
Back to reality, pulled out of the writing, reading, and relaxing hours of a holiday weekend by the inexorable gravity of, well, the work week. Thankfully I was able to keep to my <a href="https://grubstreet.org/grub-daily/introducing-bonopromo/">#BoNoProMo </a>schedule with the help of those extra weekend hours, and with only three days left in the month, I believe we will soon be successfully concluding the experiment.</div>
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Now the research committee, also known as my inner critic and personal noodge, begins its questioning. So, Mr. Dorneman. You say you've written every day this month, for ten hours a week or more. What exactly do you have to show for all that time expended?</div>
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Good question. But first let's look at the project charter. It says here (if I may paraphrase), that BoNoProMo isn't supposed to be about the output, but instead about the process, and about instilling good writing habits, and understanding what does and doesn't work for any given writer.</div>
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Well, on the process front, we shall see how much of a habit I've instilled. I have learned that ten hours of writing a week while working full time and dealing with my <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/03/playing-through-pain.html">ongoing pain issues</a> is likely four or five hours too many. I gave up at least a couple of hours of physical exercise each week for writing, and I'd like those back. (The lost television hours, not so much.) But 30-60 minutes per day is looking very doable.</div>
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Well, thanks to my wonderful wife saying something like "Hey, you want to get some writing done, so how about we go to the airport five hours early and hang out there, instead of having fun sightseeing with my friends?" I am indeed still on track, consistently logging my ten hours a week writing, if not more. And that writing included the above-mentioned airport session being rocked out across a dozen narrow-ruled pages of Old Skool pen-to-paper (and yes, my hand is still tired):</div>
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Well, I already have produced yet another new short story, my second of the month, now ready for my next writer's group meeting. I think this is a stronger story than the previous one I wrote already this month. Why might that be? </div>
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Here's one theory: At the Muse & the Marketplace, Walter Mosley said that each day you write, when you're in the habit of writing every day, you go a little deeper into your own subconscious (and he also noted that each day that you fail to write, you slip a little bit back backwards). I'm not sure if I've gotten very deep under my own thick skin yet, but I think I can see progress.</div>
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Thursday - Only 1/2 Hour, or possibly Zero (one step back). Because I'm off to hear some <a href="https://www.facebook.com/events/343335052474560/">live music</a> at the <a href="http://www.mideastoffers.com/me/content/upstairs-shows">Middle East Upstairs</a>, retro sixties-style rock and more, damn it - anybody with me?</div>
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That would take us up to the 28th, leaving only the rump end of the month to deal with. I'm not seeing the exhaust port to fire the torpedoes down yet, and that Death Star still looks awful big, but I can tell we're getting close. I'm not going to Use the Force, though.</div>
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Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-63217896187871969362014-05-14T21:44:00.000-04:002014-05-14T21:44:33.563-04:00Another Week, More #BoNoProMo, Time Banditry and TransformersAnother week, and again I've kept to my <a href="https://grubstreet.org/grub-daily/introducing-bonopromo/">#BoNoProMo</a> schedule, more or less, with some minimal juggling around as to which day I wrote one hour versus two, and such.<br />
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How is that possible, you ask? (This is particularly asked by those of you who know me well, and/or regular readers of this irregular blog.) Ten hours a week is quite an achievement, he says, patting himself gingerly on the back, considering that I have been regularly going to that pesky full-time day job, you know, the one that pays the bills, and the fact that I really, really like to sleep. Where does the time come from? They aren't making any longer days.<br />
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Well, I stole it.<br />
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Not like these guys, however.<br />
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(If you don't recognize the pic, get yourself on over to <a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000416/">IMDB</a>, and consider watching the movie referenced in today's blog title rather than downloading <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1399103/?ref_=nv_sr_3">Transformers: Dark of the Moon</a> again.)<br />
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I stole it from myself, of course, from evening and weekend activities that I would more normally spend my time on, if I weren't writing as much. And I haven't taken any of it from work hours, with the exception of half of one lunch hour when I sketched out <strike>the chapter structure of an urban fantasy novel</strike> something that I won't talk about again, unless it becomes something more than a sketch.<br />
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Some of those things that I've stolen from in the past week are good for me, and I miss them.<br />
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One externality, my wife being out of town, simply gave back a few hours of what would have been quality together time, and I definitely miss that (I wouldn't steal from my wife). I haven't exercised more than once or twice this past week, and exercise is my healthiest stress reliever, on top of all its other benefits. And I haven't read nearly as much in the past two weeks as I normally do. I even shaved off a little bit of sleep.<br />
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These are sacrifices.<br />
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But other things that I've given up may feel a little like hardships, but on reflection, I think I'm better off without them. Although you may not believe it, I'm spending less time on social media. I still spent plenty of time there last week, however, and you probably didn't miss those minutes that I did take back. I've never watched that much television, but now it's been even less. (However, that also resulted in less Daddy/Ellie time on the couch, and that we both miss.) A couple of hours of random gaming and internet surfing gone, no problem. It all adds up.<br />
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Time banditry. It's the only way a writer with a day job can survive #BoNoProMo. And if the habit sticks, well, we'll see who the real Transformer is.<br />
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I think that's a fountain pen in his right arm, don't you?<br />
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Schedule this new week: 1.5 hours for Thursday and Friday, three hours split somehow between Saturday and Sunday (doing some quick plane travel, which might be good, might be bad for the writing), one hour Monday, and 1.5 each for Tuesday and Wednesday, when it'll be blog time again.<br />
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Until then, thanks for reading, and writers, keep on writing.<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-4519009526620753452014-05-07T21:42:00.000-04:002014-05-07T21:42:12.436-04:00BoNoProMo Update, and What Color is Your Aura?I do love those Google-powered miniature moments of research that I get to do while writing - "How Much Does It Cost To Start a Taxi Business?" (answer: outside of a big city, as little as $20,000) and "What Do Different Aura Colors Mean" (answer: purple people are natural mystics and good with animals, while reds are energetic and quick to anger). What did we all do before the internet? (bonus answer: accumulate shelves full of reference materials, and make a lot more trips to the local library).<br />
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Well, if you've been following along at home, the above rambling probably indicates that I am, indeed, continuing to write. In fact, I've been sticking to my previous-detailed <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/04/bonopromo-update-zero-tomorrow-it-begins.html">BoNoProMo schedule </a>of ten hours (in total) for May 1-7 pretty closely, although on any given day I might have been plus or minus as much as an hour. The result? One new short story written, of a little under 3,000 words, that will be critiqued come this Friday at the next meeting of the Bay State Scribblers. It's certainly not submission-ready (yet), but I must admit I'm just pleased to have already brought forth something with a beginning, middle, and end. So far, the experiment is a success.<br />
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Thanks again, <a href="http://www.lisaborders.com/">Lisa Borders</a>.<br />
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Not really sure what's next in line, however, and that could be a problem. The above-noted Google research was for a story opening that takes place in a setting I like, but the first couple of pages basically consist of two rather boring characters trading some witty dialogue, without any real conflict. Oh, but they're having "relationship issues." Bah. We'll see what happens, but I suspect I'll abandon that piece, and then flail about in my notebooks and (computer) files touching a variety of abandoned story beginnings, odd scenes, dialogue snippets, or character names until something sticks to my (virtual) fingers. I know my own writing style, and I go through a lot of false starts before finding that stickiness. This may be a week full of them.<br />
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What's the schedule look like? Well, with Penny happening to be out of town, I can go full-on hermit crab mode if I want, or if I have to, but let's try this on for size:<br />
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<li>Thursday, May 8 - 1 hour.</li>
<li>Friday, May 9 - 0 hours (writer's group meeting). Maybe sneak in a half hour.</li>
<li>Saturday, May 10 - 2 hours (somebody's wife's birthday, but we don't celebrate those).</li>
<li>Sunday, May 11 - 2.5 hours.</li>
<li>Monday, May 12 - 1 hour (back to work).</li>
<li>Tuesday, May 13 - 1.5 hours.</li>
<li>Wednesday, May 14 - another 1.5 hours, and time for your next update.</li>
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Hey, if you're a writer participating in #BoNoProMo (follow us on Twitter!), what's your schedule been like? How goes it so far?<br />
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(My, there have been a lot of parenthetical digressions in this post, haven't there been? Anyway...)<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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Stephen<br />
<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-56952873933891257342014-04-30T20:16:00.000-04:002014-04-30T20:16:26.877-04:00BoNoProMo, Update Zero: Tomorrow It BeginsSo, tomorrow comes the merry month of May, and that means the beginning of BoNoProMo. (Confused already? Click <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2014/04/still-pain-some-playing-and-what-heck.html">here</a>, or, for the real thing, <a href="https://grubstreet.org/grub-daily/introducing-bonopromo/">there</a>.) The rules, <a href="https://grubstreet.org/our-community/faculty/#LisaBorders">Lisa Borders</a> says, are supposedly simple: “that you schedule a minimum of ten hours of writing time a
week; that you stick to that schedule unless it’s truly impossible; and that,
if you don’t get your work done, you analyze what went wrong and do your best
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But let's go ahead and complicate things, breaking them down a little before building them back up.<br />
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May has thirty-one days. No wimpy February-without-a-leap-day-exactly-four-week-month to work with here, so there's Complication One. And since a number of BoNoProMo participants have decided to stay away from Facebook for the duration, meaning there's no easy place to post my schedule and then the success, failure, and analysis of what I did right or wrong when I did/didn't meet that schedule. Complication Two.<br />
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(Side note: Easiest part of the whole thing for me? Analysis of failure. Practice, y'know.)<br />
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And then there's Complication Three. Actually doing the writing.<br />
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Still, with the exception of Complication Three, it's all manageable. This blog right here will be where I'll be posting my schedule and updating the week's results. (Guest writer updates welcome, <a href="http://www.drumlitmag.com/index.php?page=contributors&display=416">Lisa Korzeniowski</a>.) The thirty-one day thing? Break it down, and the goal is 1.43 hours a day, or 44.29 hours for the month. (Note to self. Investigate the feasibility of scheduling a two-day, no sleeping, writer's retreat, at the end of May.)<br />
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So, let's play. Part one is the schedule.<br />
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Schedule for Week 1. (Which is May 1- 7 for me, unlike people taking off that weekend for the <a href="https://grubstreet.org/muse/">Muse and the Marketplace</a> conference. Me, I hope to come home from the Muse and, in a fit of inspiration, scrawl out a few words before falling asleep exhausted and, quite possibly, drunk.)<br />
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All writing to be done in the evening unless otherwise noted, although I may try some daytime writing on the weekends after the Muse.<br />
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May 1 - 1.0 hours. I hope one and a half hours will be my typical writing day, although I may end up having to ease into it with a smaller number at first. Hard to take the old jalopy from zero to sixty, I know, but I'd like to try and push it. Preferably downhill.<br />
May 2 (Friday, first day of the Muse) - 1.5 hours.<br />
May 3 (Saturday, second day of the Muse and a get-together night for the members of my writer's group) - 0 hours.<br />
May 4 (Sunday, final day of the Muse) - 2.0 hours.<br />
May 5 (Monday, day after the Muse and time that I'm taking off from work to decompress and recharge, introvert that I am, as well as to write) - 3.0 hours.<br />
May 6 (Back to work) - 1.0 hours.<br />
May 7 (A week from today, and what should be time for update blog one, the first week's recap. Note that in my BoNoProMo, blog writing time definitely counts.) 1.5 hours.<br />
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Which if my math is right, brings me to a total of ten hours, and which, with the schedule complete, also brings me to Part Two (a.k.a. Complication Three, for those of you paying attention). The writing.<br />
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It all comes back to the writing, doesn't it?<br />
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And that's the part that scares me.<br />
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Happy BoNoProMo-ing, and thanks for reading.<br />
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<br />
My exercising is usually running, except when New England's Spring imitates Winter, sending the wimp that I am inside to find a free elliptical. It took me a while to get back into the habit, but now I'm scheduling myself for an exercise session every two to three days, and for the past week that's a schedule that I've been able to stick to.<br />
<br />
The writing is harder. (For me, it always is, as I'll use exercising as an excuse to not write.) There has been some rewriting, which definitely counts, of a longish piece for taking to my writer's group, of another piece now in the very last stages of final polishing before submission, and, most recently, the tightening up of a flash piece for an audio submission to the <a href="http://www.drumlitmag.com/">Drum</a>. (The Drum has open author recordings/ submissions at the <a href="https://www.grubstreet.org/muse/">Muse and the Marketplace</a> conference, which I will once again be attending next weekend. This year's Muse is the culmination of Grub Street's <a href="https://www.grubstreet.org/muse/lit-week-2014/">Lit Week 2014</a>.) But aside from a couple of aborted first pages, and an idea or two jotted down on a subway trip, I've written nothing completely new in quite some time. And I've gotten completely out of the habit of daily writing.<br />
<br />
That, my friends, is something I'd like to try and change. Luckily, I won't be doing it alone.<br />
<br />
In her <a href="https://grubstreet.org/grub-daily/introducing-bonopromo/">Grub Street blog</a>, the wonderful writer and teacher <a href="http://www.lisaborders.com/index.html">Lisa Borders</a> has proposed a month-long challenge for writers with day jobs, writers who want and need to create a schedule that works with their lives, but who need that extra push to actively put writing front and center in every day.<br />
<br />
She's given this challenge, declared for the month of May, the rather ungainly name of BoNoProMo, for Boston Novel in Progress Month -- but writers not in Boston can participate, and in my case, rather than work on the rump of a novel I started back in November, I intend to be working on creating a few new short stories (as well as polishing up and sending out some pre-existing works). Call my version BoShoStoProMo, or better yet, don't.<br />
<br />
Here's the challenge. Ten hours of writing a week. I'll confess, that scares me. Even when I WAS writing daily, it was 30-60 minutes a day, not 85.71 minutes a day (and yes, I've done the math).<br />
<br />
Thirty-one days in May. The countdown from 310 hours begins on Thursday.<br />
<br />
Anyone else want to play?<br />
<br />
Thanks for reading,<br />
<br />
StephenStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-19798350332703666512014-03-16T15:07:00.003-04:002014-03-16T15:07:26.721-04:00Playing Through the PainI didn't want to write this blog post today. In fact, I didn't feel like writing anything today.<br />
<br />
That's nothing new. I haven't written anything of substance outside of the day job for the past eight weeks or so. It's not that I haven't had the time to write, or been blocked, or any of the other reasons I usually use to not write. (If you're a regular reader of this irregular blog, you've heard them all before.) No, the reason I haven't been writing, or doing much of anything outside of the aforementioned day job, is because I've been sick. Sick and tired.<br />
<br />
More specifically, I've been in pain, and constant pain wears you down. And the medicines they give you for constant pain may help, a little, with the pain itself, but they will also make you drowsy, or dizzy, or a plethora of other unpleasant side effects that all leave you not in much shape for writing either.<br />
<br />
The pain is the result of shingles. Not the roofing kind, although sometimes it feels as if roofing nails are being pounded into my armpit, but rather the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herpes_zoster">herpes zoster</a> kind. It's a viral infection of the nerves that anyone can get as an adult if you ever had chicken pox as a child. (Talk to your doctor about the <a href="http://www.zostavax.com/index.html?wt.mc_id=ZX09U&MTD=2&CPN=2&ENG=1&ADG=47&utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_term=shingles%20vaccine&utm_campaign=2013+Virus+Vaccine&utm_content=sKAwhlbXy|dc_pcrid_28019931047">shingles vaccine</a>, particularly if you're over fifty. This has been an unsolicited, wish-I-had-known-about-it-and-done-it, endorsement.) And now that my rash has faded, it's quite possibly the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Postherpetic_neuralgia">postherpetic neuralgia</a> kind, which is the technical way of saying that there can be long-term nerve damage from shingles that lasts long after the infection has run its course.<br />
<br />
How long? "The natural history of postherpetic neuralgia involves slow resolution of the pain syndrome." That's a polite way of saying, we don't know how long it will last for you. Days, weeks, months... Years. Nobody knows, because it's different for everybody.<br />
<br />
Bottom line: it still hurts. Hurts every day, all day, to some degree. But I'm not going to whine about that any more – really, I'm not. I've done that for eight weeks now, it doesn't make me feel better, and it's certainly no fun for you to listen to.<br />
<br />
Instead, starting yesterday with a half-hour of exercise (also something that I hadn't done for the previous eight weeks), and starting today with the writing of this blog, I'm going to take back my life. I'm going to write, to run, to have fun, and do many if not all of the things that I haven't been doing because of the pain. Oh, I may not do them as well as I've done before. It may take longer to accomplish certain things. But I'm going to do them anyway. I'm going to enjoy <a href="http://boardgames.about.com/od/designerinterviews/a/reuben_klamer.htm">the game of life</a>, even if I'm playing through the pain.<br />
<br />
If Kafka could write with turberculosis (not to mention the Brontës, and George Orwell with not only tuberculosis plus a bullet in his neck, etcetera, etcetera), I can write with shingles pain. I'll continue to hope it ends soon, and continue to work with my doctors for long-term and short-term pain management, but regardless of all that, as of this weekend I'm going to continue to be me. To live life, to write, and to have fun.<br />
<br />
I'm playing through the pain.<br />
<br />
Thanks for reading,<br />
<br />
Stephen<br />
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<!--EndFragment--><br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-68190120823443078752013-12-28T20:47:00.001-05:002013-12-28T20:47:10.734-05:00Reading and Writing in 2013What did I do in 2013? On the Reading and Writing front, that is.<br />
<br />
Well, I read some books. Sixty-nine of them, according to my <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/">Goodreads</a> stats (that's 21,112 pages, an average 306 pages per book), a big increase over the forty books that Goodreads thinks I read in 2012. (I'm currently reading Tom Wolfe's doorstop THE BONFIRE OF THE VANITIES, and still have about four hundred of its 659 pages left to go, so at best I'll barely make it to seventy books by the 31st.)<br />
<br />
To eleven of those books I gave a five-star rating, the highest available on Goodreads. Here's the list (alpha by author):<br />
<br />
THOSE WHO SAVE US, Jenna Blum<br />
ANOTHER DAY IN THE FRONTAL LOBE, Katrina Firlik<br />
THE APPRENTICE, Tess Gerritsen<br />
THE SINNER, Tess Gerritsen<br />
SOON I WILL BE INVINCIBLE, Austin Grossman<br />
THE BEST AMERICAN SHORT STORIES 2012, Tom Perrotta, ed.<br />
THE MEN WHO STARE AT GOATS, Jon Ronson<br />
THE IMMORTAL LIFE OF HENRIETTA LACKS, Rebecca Skloot<br />
HEADS IN BEDS, Jacob Tomsky<br />
THE WORLD WITHOUT US, Alan Weisman<br />
THE LAST POLICEMAN, Ben Winters<br />
<br />
Of the above, I'd have to say my favorite work of fiction was THE LAST POLICEMAN, a pre-apocalyptic police procedural, while my favorite non-fiction book of the year was THE IMMORTAL LIFE OF HENRIETTA LACKS, about medicine, racism, cell culture and, well, cell culture in popular culture.<br />
<br />
Eyeballing the remainder of 2013's books, I estimate at least two-thirds of them are fiction. Based on the above ratings, I suspect I'm judging the fiction harder than I am the non-fiction, a possible bias I'm going to keep an eye out for in 2014. I only gave a one star rating out to a single book (Thomas Pynchon's THE CRYING OF LOT 49, and I would gladly have given it a zero), and only a couple of two star ratings, all to works of fiction.<br />
<br />
As far as my own fiction writing and writing support went for the year, one of my writing groups more-or-less dissolved itself, but the other is still going strong, as is the <a href="http://www.grubstreet.org/">Grub Street</a> writing community and various spin-offs from it, such as the unofficial Facebook support group organized by <a href="http://www.drumlitmag.com/index.php?page=contributors&display=345">Cathy Elcik</a> for November's novel writing efforts. And although I only ended up with a woefully incomplete seventy-seven page beginning of a lit-noir novel set in Las Vegas, November was an interesting experience for me, a month of writing every day, for at least a few hundred words, on the same large work. To be continued, I hope. (Although I have to confess the daily writing thing that I thought was getting to be a habit has already gone on the skids as holiday activities have ramped up.)<br />
<br />
Short story writing is, however, still closer to my <a href="http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=in%20my%20wheelhouse">wheelhouse</a>, as they say, and probably will continue to occupy most of my writing efforts. This year, I had various short fiction publications including a bit of Las Vegas flash in <a href="http://www.primenumbermagazine.com/Issue41_PrimeDecimals2.html#anchor_618">Prime Number magazine</a>, a one-sentence piece of literary erotica collected in the Go Deeper Press anthology, <a href="http://godeeperpress.com/?projects=dirty-little-numbers">Dirty Little Numbers</a>, and a spoken word piece recorded at the Boston Book Festival and then published in <a href="http://www.drumlitmag.com/index.php?page=sounds&display=Issue_42._November_2013">The Drum</a>.<br />
<br />
It should go pretty much without mentioning that I also had a large number of rejections in the year, including a least one for all of the pieces that were eventually published this year (writers, take heart) as well as rejections for those yet to find a home. Which only means I need to finish writing more pieces, and send more out, in 2014.<br />
<br />
Thanks for Reading, and Happy New Year!<br />
<br />
Stephen<br />
<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-79634459766391968402013-08-31T20:44:00.000-04:002013-08-31T20:44:45.956-04:00Back to School QuestionsBit of a blogging drought this summer for me, eh?<br />
<br />
Well, at least you can enjoy my flash fiction piece, <a href="http://www.primenumbermagazine.com/Issue41_PrimeDecimals2.html#anchor_618">"Bee Noir"</a> now up at Prime Number magazine. Go ahead, read it. I'll wait.<br />
<br />
So, that's pretty much it for today. What about tomorrow, you ask?<br />
<br />
Actually, tomorrow is the first day of September, and between late summer warm days with a hit of fall at night, the general back to school vibe and stationary sales, and the (not-at-all-coincidental) re-opening of all the university-sponsored lit mags to submissions, September just might be my favorite, and most-productive, month.<br />
<br />
We'll see.<br />
<br />
Thanks for reading,<br />
<br />
Stephen<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-27981803556725665832013-06-30T20:57:00.000-04:002013-06-30T21:29:31.783-04:00The Usual Stuff.Obviously I haven't been blogging lately, so you might ask, what have I been doing? Oh, you know. The usual stuff.<br />
<br />
Writing.<br />
<br />
The writing's actually been going well. New, and some newly revised, stories are out on the rejection circuit, and there's a longer piece starting to bake, inspired by Mark Fogarty's one-day Grub Street seminar about using Joseph Campbell's "<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monomyth">Monomyth</a>" theory of the universal story for inspiration. And I'm proud and happy to say that <a href="http://godeeperpress.com/">Go Deeper Press</a> will be including a little one-sentence (one loooong sentence) flash piece of mine, "Inappropriate Footwear," in their forthcoming flash erotica anthology, Dirty Little Numbers. You may have heard me read an earlier version of "Inappropriate Footwear" a couple of years ago during Grub Street's Muse and the Marketplace conference, at the <a href="http://beyondthemargins.com/">Beyond the Margins</a> cocktail party open mic.<br />
<br />
Reading.<br />
<br />
Penny's been traveling back and forth to Pennsylvania this year to help care for her mother (who's doing well now after a serious stroke), and while I'm home alone I tend to spend more time reading. Twenty-two books since March 1st, well above my usual average of three to four per month. Too many good ones to list them all here (and if you're a friend of mine on <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/">Goodreads</a> you've already seen them), but Tim Powers continues to impress me with his alternate world historical urban fantasies (go read <a href="http://www.brooklinebooksmith-shop.com/search/apachesolr_search/expiration%20date">Expiration Date</a>, if you're at all interested in the genre), I finally read Rebecca Skloot's The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks (fascinating), and Steve Martin's memoir about his stand-up career, Born Standing Up, shows what it takes to succeed at not only stand-up, but pretty much anything (spoiler alert: it's practicing, learning from people who are better than you, and sticking with it). And I'm working through The Complete Idiot's Guide to Taoism (<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=345uegSj-zQ">laugh while you can, monkey boy</a>), at one chapter per night.<br />
<br />
That's pretty much it.<br />
<br />
Oh, and working, running, eating, drinking (have you tried <a href="http://www.deepeddyvodka.com/">Deep Eddy vodka</a> yet?), playing games, walking the dog, and the other usual suspects, too. But I'm assuming that's not why you're reading this.<br />
<br />
Hey, why <i><b>are</b></i> you reading this?<br />
<br />
Well, whatever it is, thanks.<br />
<br />
Stephen<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-53553136756333602712013-03-10T22:24:00.003-04:002013-03-10T22:24:51.785-04:00My AWP: Lessons LearnedI was in the middle of writing up a rather longish convention report for AWP, covering the panels I attended, who I heard reading (and what they read), tucking in my lessons learned for the benefit of future attendees, when I realized that most of you really don't want to hear about any of that. Really. You're just saying you do to be nice.<br />
<br />
So instead, I've broken the story. Edited it down to a few snippets of text, key lessons learned, photos found and photos taken, random beverages consumed. I present it to you here in a mosaic or chiaroscuro structure, if you would like a label for it. (Writers like labels.)<br />
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It might not give you a true picture of what AWP is all about, but it does bring you a little closer to my rather blurry state of mind during and after that recent event. And maybe that's something.<br />
<br />
Wednesday, March 6th.<br />
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Lesson Learned: Pre-register, and show up on the first day of registration if you can. (Bonus lesson. The fee for a replacement badge is $50. Do not lose your badge.)<br />
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Sonsie Boston in their Wine Room. Because, you know, wine and cocktails.<br />
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I look up and see another introverted male standing not far from my corner, glancing up from his own smartphone. We quickly look away after that terrifying moment of recognition.<br />
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He is wearing a porkpie hat.<br />
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Lessons Learned: Don't go to parties where you don't know anybody if you're not willing to make the effort to get to know people. Don't wear porkpie hats.<br />
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Beverages Consumed: One glass cabernet sauvignon.<br />
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Thursday, March 7th.<br />
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Lessons Learned: Use the Coat Check. Have Second and Third Choices on Your Schedule.<br />
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Looks like 80% of all AWP attendees are female. Why does the <a href="http://www.vidaweb.org/the-count-2012">VIDA report</a> continue to be so bad?<br />
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Lesson Learned: Take Better Notes. Go to Lunch with Sally Bunch. Don't Grow a Beard.<br />
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Seventeen pounds. Here's most of it.<br />
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Lesson Learned: Don't Go Crazy in the Bookfair. At Least, Not on the First Day.<br />
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Thursday Night, Grub Street's Get Lit party at Storyville in Boston.<br />
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Lesson Learned: People You Know Will Introduce You to People They Know That You Don't. Cathy Elcik is a Trusting Soul.<br />
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Beverages Consumed: Two Dunkin' Donuts regular coffees, one medium, one large. Two vodka collins's, two vodka gimlets.<br />
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Friday, March 8.<br />
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Another eight pounds.<br />
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Craft panels in small rooms with large audiences.<br />
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I win a Sundog Lit mug.<br />
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Back to Storyville, readings sponsored by The Drum.<br />
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Was <a href="http://www.christophercastellani.com/">Chris Castellani</a> wearing orange pants?<br />
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Ask a roomful of fiction writers to tell you their greatest transgression. What are the odds they're making it up?<br />
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Beverages Consumed: Two Dunkin' Donuts regular coffees, one medium, one large. Three bottles of random German white beer.<br />
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Clowns to the Left of Me, Jokers to the Right, Stuck in the Middle of the Story.<br />
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Handouts! Much sage advice.<br />
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Sex writers like reading their own work.<br />
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Sex scenes structure themselves. Desire, rising action, climax, afterglow.<br />
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Book Purchases On-Site and in my Amazon Cart:<br />
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DEVANGELICAL, Erika Rae<br />
WHERE THE GOD OF LOVE HANGS OUT, Amy Bloom<br />
DELICATE EDIBLE BIRDS: AND OTHER STORIES, Lauren Groff<br />
NEWS FROM HEAVEN: THE BAKERTON STORIES, Jennifer Haigh<br />
PRACTICAL MAGIC, Alice Hoffman<br />
HOLY GHOST GIRL: A MEMOIR, Donna Johnson<br />
CHARITY GIRL, Michael Lowenthal<br />
THIS IS NOT YOUR CITY, Caitlin Horrocks<br />
ANGELS: A NOVEL, Denis Johnson<br />
NARRATIVE DESIGN, Madison Smartt Bell<br />
THE ABSTINENCE TEACHER, Tom Perrotta<br />
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<span style="font-family: Cambria;">Final Beverage Consumed: Mudslide in a Red Solo Cup.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Cambria;">The End.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Cambria;">Thanks for Reading,</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Cambria;">Stephen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Cambria; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: Cambria; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span>Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-3424883694123077182013-02-24T21:54:00.000-05:002013-02-24T21:54:43.286-05:00No Excuses<br />
Thanks to <a href="http://pbq.drexel.edu/pbq/">Painted Bride Quarterly</a>, I have no excuses:<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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StephenStephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-87119587984723125672013-01-27T21:14:00.001-05:002013-01-27T21:14:29.901-05:00New Year Musings, and a Best Books ListWell, the first month of 2013 is almost over. But between being set back two weeks with a case of whatever plague virus is burning through the Northeast, and various delays pushing off the meetings of my two different writing groups, my personal writing year has barely begun.<div>
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Despite the slow start (which means I've once again fallen out of the habit of regular writing), I'm still hopeful that it will be a good one. I've got my <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2012/11/nano-nano.html">Nano Nano</a> file of story beginnings to flesh out, two stories currently making the submission rounds and two more stories that are <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2012/08/almost-hardest-thing-about-writing.html">almost there</a>, and I'll be going to both the <a href="https://www.awpwriter.org/awp_conference/overview">Association of Writers and Writing Programs (AWP) conference</a> and Grub Street's own <a href="http://www.grubstreet.org/index.php?id=173">The Muse & the Marketplace conference</a> in the first half of this year.</div>
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Maybe a summer writer's retreat or conference, too. And a trip to Vegas. And a family trip or two... hmmm. How many days off do I get? (Don't forget to subtract the two sick days that I already took in January.)</div>
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Of course, you can't have writing without reading. (Really. You can't. And please, don't even try.) There were a lot of Best Of lists being circulated at the end of the year, but one kind of list that I enjoyed seeing is rather timeless – writers' lists of their 25 or 50 best reads. Not necessarily "great" or "important" works, but books that were a joy to discover, to read, and to reread. </div>
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And so, in the list below are 25 of mine (As of today. Subject to change. Your mileage may vary. Book series considered for one listing only. Void where prohibited by law.) </div>
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A lot of these books are in the SF/F genre, and over half of them are books I read as a very young man. Some I remember well from where they lived on my mother's bookshelf, home of the first grown-up books I ever read. (Little Women, Tarzan, the Swiss Family Robinson, and Sherlock Holmes were all on that bookcase, under the stairs leading up to my room.) It's not a list that is necessarily reflective of what I'm reading today – but I'll still defend any one of them as a great read.</div>
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Little Women, Louisa May Alcott</div>
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The Dresden Files, Jim Butcher</div>
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A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens</div>
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The Complete Sherlock Holmes, Arthur Conan Doyle</div>
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Bad Behavior, Mary Gaitskill</div>
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Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-12744359692966052432012-11-24T16:50:00.002-05:002012-11-24T16:50:55.243-05:00Nano Nano<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Erm. I see it's been a while since my last post – tempus fugit, as the old dead dudes would say, although I think it's more relevant to quote the whole passage from Virgil's <i>Georgics</i> (thanks, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tempus_fugit">Wikipedia</a>!): <i>Sed fugit interea fugit irreparabile tempus, singula dum capti
circumvectamur amore, </i>or in the King's English “But meanwhile it flees: time flees irretrievably, while we wander
around, prisoners of our love of detail.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />"Prisoners of our love of detail." Not a bad description for more than a few writers of my acquaintance.</span><br />
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Writing, I'm happy to say, has continued despite my blogging absence. I've gone from blank screen to the nearly-final-draft version of a new, and, for me, rather longish short story (another one that is <a href="http://barkingatmyshadow.blogspot.com/2012/08/almost-hardest-thing-about-writing.html">almost there</a>), and received a couple of new rejections of stories that I thought actually <i>were</i> there (“We appreciate the chance to review your work and wish you
the best in finding the right home for this piece,” and the somewhat more encouraging “Unfortunately, it's not quite right for XXXXX so we're going
to pass. Do feel free to send us more of your work though.”)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">That was in September and October.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">November has been all about Nano Nano 30 30. Which, by the way, has (almost) nothing to do with <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0077053/">Mork & Mindy</a>, nor the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/.30-30_Winchester">.30-30 Winchester</a> cartridge. Inspired by <a href="http://www.nanowrimo.org/">NaNoWriMo</a>, the National Novel Writing Month movement, </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Nano Nano 30 30 is</span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> my own bizarrely named and quite possibly misguided attempt at making November a productive writing month.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I've set myself the goal to write the openings of thirty short stories this month; a different story every day. Starting from scratch each session, and leaving any continuation or editing for the future.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">How's it going? Well, twenty-four beginnings later, I'm still at it, although I'm not sure how many of them will be worth revisiting come December and beyond. They're short snippets of stories, in the 200 to 400 word range, and typically consist of little more than a place, a situation (hopefully with some elements of conflict and/or desire), a working title (a few examples: "Goths and Goblins," "After the Funeral," "Scars"), and a small number of named characters. Not a lot of hardwood fuel to sustain future writing sessions, but all in all a nice stack of tinder and kindling. I wouldn't necessarily recommend Nano Nano 30 30 to anybody else, and I doubt very much that I'll be doing it again next year, but I am writing something every day, and I do have quite the ferment of new characters bubbling around in my brain. I'm sure at least a few will survive.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">They said I should feel free to send them more of my work. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Well, I'm working. And I do feel free.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Thanks for reading,</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Stephen.</span><br />
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<!--StartFragment--><!--EndFragment-->Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-60046536849310056222012-08-30T21:25:00.000-04:002012-08-30T21:25:35.856-04:00Almost the Hardest Thing About WritingThe past couple of weeks have not been particularly productive writing days. And I refuse to trot out any of my over-worked excuses, because I know exactly what's going on. I'm avoiding writing because every story that I'm currently working on, stories that I want to be working on, is in more or less the exact same state.<br />
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It's Almost There.<br />
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An Almost There story has already been through multiple drafts. It's definitely been workshopped, often more than once. It starts more-or-less where it's supposed to start, it has an end with elements of 'surprising inevitability.' The scenes in the middle work, moving the story forward with gathering speed. It has a sense of place and a point of view that both fit the piece.<br />
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But it's not quite There. And that's one of the hardest things about writing.<br />
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You can tell you're Almost There when you get these kind of comments, and you agree with them:<br />
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<i>"The final struggle, which echoes the flashback, is so important. Can we sit there longer?"</i><br />
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<i>"Love the premise and the character. I think this just needs some thematic focus to pull the details together."</i><br />
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<i>"Great stuff. Now set the moment to garner greater tension."</i><br />
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But you've already honed the tension, fleshed out the final struggle, focused on theme and character until your eyes started to cross.<br />
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How do you get <b>There</b>?<br />
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I don't know the answer, although I think I know where to look for it.<br />
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Tear things apart, and build them back up again. Put the story down, come back to it. Test out new sentences, new scenes, new dialogue. Save each version separately, because some of new drafts will be worse than the previous one, not better. Highlight and cut up your printouts. Read sections out loud, and listen. The better words are out there, somewhere, but it will take yeoman's work to find them.<br />
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Don't give up, even if you take a week off.<br />
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After all, these stories are Almost There.<br />
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Thanks for Reading,<br />
<br />
Stephen<br />
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<br />Stephen Dornemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17835594910903459124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802212188735015547.post-22318337930880515072012-07-31T21:23:00.000-04:002012-07-31T21:23:18.446-04:00Jotting, Not JournalingI buy a lot of blank journals. And I should be filling them up by writing in them every day. You know, Journaling. It's what writers are supposed to do. Everyone says so.<br />
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Janet Burroway, in her excellent text WRITING FICTION: <i>"... a writer's journal is an essential, likely to be the source of originality, ideas, experimentation, and growth."</i><br />
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Aine Greaney in another useful book, WRITER WITH A DAY JOB, says <i>"I strongly advocate for daily journaling as a way to build your daily writing practice and your writing voice."</i><br />
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The first chapter of Susan Tiberghien's ONE YEAR TO A WRITING LIFE? "Journal Writing." The opening sentence of that chapter? <i>"The first step toward a writing life--and its foundation--is journal writing."</i><br />
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(I also happen to buy a lot of books about writing. Why does this not surprise anyone?)<br />
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But I don't "journal." Certainly not daily, and not anything resembling how the above advice-givers, and plenty of others, would have me journal.<br />
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This is not to say that I haven't tried it their way. Believe me, I've tried. And I've failed. So I do something else. Yes, I carry a notebook with me, and I scribble in it now and then. But I don't journal. What I do instead is Jot.<br />
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Jots aren't anything close to complete thoughts, or even complete sentences. Jots are potential story sparks, evanescent images I need to capture before they vanish, funny names, dream scenes, word combinations. Fictitious band names, lots of band names. And every so often, particularly when I'm fumbling around for a new story start, I page through last week's, or last month's, or last year's, jottings, looking for something that might ignite a blank page.<br />
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The top row in the picture is a sampling of my untouched notebook and journal collection. The bottom row, mostly smaller Moleskine notebooks or quad ruled Steno books, is filled with Jots.<br />
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I also have a Word document (laughingly named "Working Journal.doc") in the computer full of Jots, and an Easy Note file for my iPhone, too.<br />
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Here's half a dozen examples of what can be found inside those notebooks and docs, chosen more-or-less at random and taken verbatim:<br />
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1. Woman on subway - "I have taught myself how to sing every Michael Bolton song in sign language."<br />
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2. Liquor cabinet contents for list story.<br />
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3. I was nineteen and Jewish then.<br />
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4. Convention crasher.<br />
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5. Does Amber smile?<br />
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6. Two squirrels working their way through razor/barbed wire/chain link fence as if any other thorny vines.<br />
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And although I still feel bad at not being able to 'build my daily writing practice and my writing life' like every else does, this is what works for me. I wrote this blog entry instead of working on fiction because I wanted to start on something new, but didn't have a beginning. But now, looking at my Jots, I'm wondering about Amber, and why she never smiles. Maybe the nineteen year old Jewish boy can find that out.<br />
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Thanks for reading,<br />
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Stephen<br />
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